At times, being content kills you. Its a beautiful feeling most of the time BUT at times it kills you, frustrates you, bothers you and *hurts* you.
Does keeping your faith high over things will take to your destination or prayers will or working hard over it will or just leave it to Allah mian and wait or WHAT?
I realize a lot of things… i realize high hopes *hurt*
they’ve hurt in the past and they hurt now too… i dont learn..
I realize… *sigh*
The day has just started and i realize that the ‘many questions’ i have will only be answered with time. Nobody can answer them for me, just Allah mian and time and destiny will.
Inshallah!
Remember? i spoke about happy words… So well i have a very happy word.
It gives away a very happy feeling, cheers me up!
*poiinnkkk*
Ps: and yes its part of my doodling too
Being one of those who dont get ill, sick, beemar, cranky, whiny, headachey… EVER!
Having fever, feeling shivery and headachey is onething ALIEN to me and when that happens… I feel bothered, upset and useless. I requote this, ‘I “on a very serious note” AVOID medicines’
I am just wanting this week to end, so basically i cannot handle being unwell. I hate the feeling. but i still manage to pull through, maybe not with my usual smile but yes a smile :]
I pull through because of my friends being my side, friends who are genuinely concered. Pushing me to have medicines and if i say yes, I will obey. Soo… Blessed i be to have the best of people around me.
Ps: I love flowers. Yesterday i felt like being surrounded by flowers or even ONE flower… soo i got myself flowers. Feels good to do things for yourself(sometimes).
1. What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
A huge glass of chilled Tang.
2. Where was your profile picture taken?
which profile picture? wordpress? FB? gtalk? msn?
3. Can you play Guitar Hero?
4. Name someone who made you laugh today. What was it about?
Nobody made me laugh today, today was a weird day.
5. How late did you stay up last night and why?
1:20 am. Was working on a project and was there for a friend who was extremely pissed off
6. If you could move somewhere else where would you and why?
Ummm, i Dont know, Somewhere, where theres lots of water, some island maybe. For now, even the beach would do!
7. Ever been kissed under fireworks?
err..
8. Which of your friends lives closest to you?
Just a few who live very close, not physically. Mentally and emotionally. Being there kind of close 
9. Do you believe ex’s can be friends? With benefits?
Ex’s? friends? theres always a catch.
10. When was the last time you cried really hard? Really hard as opposed to just sniveling?
Umm.. i don’t cry hard. Just tears stream down. Not in the recent times, Alhamdolillah. Life’s been good.
11. Who took your profile picture?
WordPress: i clicked myself. It was wayy back in 2005. Its been there since.
12. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
Friends, when they were over for lunch.
13. Was yesterday better than today? Why?
Things get better every passing day. It’ll get better, way better. Inshallah!
14. Can you live a day without TV?
A day? I can live my entire life without tv! Am not a tv person at all.
15. Are you upset about anything now?
not reallly.
16. Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
Mostly they are. I respect relationships, though at times they hurt you more than anything at all.
17. Are you a bad influence?
Not that i know off
18. Night out or night in?
Night in, Rooftopping.
19. What items could you not go without during the day?
Cellphone, ipod, doodle diary.
20. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
Nani. Alhamdolillah she’s better now.
21. What does the last text message in your inbox say?
Well, its from choti asking me to click pictures and email soon.
22. How do you feel about your life right now?
Life is good, But it needs to be highlighted now. I’m praying for the better. Hoping and waiting to happen my way, Inshallah it will
23. Do you hate anyone?
Though i keep saying hate is a strong word. But yes at this point of time, I do hate someone.
24. If we were to look in your Facebook inbox, what would we find?
Msgs from people who dont know my email add.
25. Say you were given a drug test right now, would you pass?
Most definitely
26. Has anyone ever called you ‘perfect’?
Yes, mostly at ‘Why are you so patient with things’?
27. What song is stuck in your head?
Kedaar by noori (cokestudio)
28. Someone knocks on your window at 2 a.m., whom do you want it to be?
I wouldnt tell
29. Do you (or did you) want to have grandkids before you’re 50?
I aint thinking about grandkids YET!
30. Tell us your Saturday night.
Could really be at home, rooftopping, star-gazing and also could be out somewhere.
31. Do you think too much or too little?
At times TOOO much, resulting in sleepless nights aka OWL nights!
32. Do you smile a lot?
A LOT =)
Everyone is tagged
Though am reallly Happy to be on the giving end Most of the time, BUT its an absolutely amazing feeling to be on the receiving end once in a while =)
*The word not to be worded; is worded*
*T-Word*
*Poiinnnkk*
I sayyy… Life is Good… after all my faith is high, UP in the sky; Where the beautiful Mr Chand Khan resides
Thank You Allah Mian *sigh*
Wish i could just let things out and not make ‘em bother me.
Though they fade away… But they leave a mark.
*sigh*
“True friendship isn’t about being there when it’s convenient; it’s about being there when it’s not.”
What is -being there- all about? Being there for someone when they need you? How do u know they need you? Why would you be there for them?Damn, Thats just too many questions :$
For me, its ALL about ‘being there’ for my people, my friends.
Be it just being there to hear ‘em out or be it exchanging chocolates(Twix-hersheys) or be it by sharing an OWL mode night or be it to help over a deadly submission or just be there to hear them scream over how crappy life is and things are just not going to happen. Being there also means to provide a shoulder to cry on or even giving a faithful boost. Be it messaging a menu for a zillion kinds of kabab rolls so that you could order food before you collapse after a hectic-crazy-sleepless-crack.potty-mode! Its all about being there for your people.
Its ALSO about being there to make people happy, be there for them when they most need you physically or mentally, or emotionally or message-ly. How just one message on your cellphone could make your day just because a friend has been there for you. Being there in times of despair, sickness. Being there to make them tea as they want it to be. Being there when they have mood swings(bad ones). Be there to cheer ‘em up and bring them back their Faith! Being there to remind them about how beautiful this life is and maybe a little patience would make things seem better. Be there to pray for them, their life, their sifarish*, their betterment. Be there to wake them up so that they don’t get late for their morning routine. Compromise on things and be there…
Sigh.. just be there…
Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
•I miss nana the most
•And ada too…
•Prayers give me satisfaction
•I strive for the best and mostly get where I want to(i be lucky)
•You are an art creative when u have UHU(glue tube) in your handbag and no lip-gloss or Kajal for that matter.
•I’ve seen Ice age 1 and 3, 2 still remains in the unseen movies.
•Ramzan passed by reaaaaal quick, alhamdolillah
•I love the jhoola.
•Group hugs? Anytime!
•Khwab adhooray sahi, khwab saharay toh hain!!!!
•I love flowers
•In the past 2 weeks, I received 2 personalized cd’s with songs for me. Bhai(rahat) and choti. thanx =)
•I say I am blessed with the best of friends, are you?
•I love making people happy.
•There are just a few people who know exactly whats going on.
•I recently dropped my phone in sheer-khurma and it survived the dive Phew, Alhamdolillah
•I have just one black bangle left from my India trip. Somebodyy… get me the same ones…
•I wish to wake up in a room full of balloons someday.
•…I feel your whisper, across the sea.
•Cold coffee at -7 star- has become the latest pleasure 
•I like personalized presents, even if it’s a random little handwritten note.
•I’ll spend money on rings not clothes
•Funnily ouch-ed; Fouched*
•Pink is Not me yet it suits me the best!
•Ammi’s are the Best!
•I workout at night
•I *on a serious note* AVOID medicines.
•I wish I could give reall *jkj*’s everyday =)
•Iktara isss the chinngum song at the moment.
•And I guess Bus..Tonight I MUST sleep before my eyes disappear from my face.
•I say life’s good!!!!
G* says:L!
V says:?
G* says:L for loser
G* says:L for lover
G* says:L for Lame
V says:rite now i feel like a loser
G* says:L for Lamb of god..
G* says:L for larki..
G* says:C for Choti!
G* says: =)
V says:S for stupid… L for loving…
V says:S for L
V says:Stupid for Loving
G* says:well…
G* says:F for Faith
G* says:A for in ‘Allah Mian!’
G* says:B for Behtari
G* says:D for DUA!
G* says:H for Hug…
G* says:that toooo a big tight one
V says: yaar… rulao nahi
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