Karachi is burning yet again. The city of lights is quiet and haunting. The rooftop session today was lonesome. I made Chai and decided to sit outside, breathe in some fresh air and erase the crappiness and all the bad news coming in from all sides all day… but to no avail. Even the stars didn’t shine on me tonight. Weird awkwardness in the air. Just as I decided to walk back in, a no-cloud patch appears and Chand Mian shines on me. It’s a full moon night.. Allah Mian? Whats happening?
Take away all the negativity around us. Bring back the stars. I like them shining on me… not hiding like scared twinkles under the clouds. Bring ‘em back I say!
Make things better, please?
Harolds Planet should be called ‘GP’s Life’!
I subscribed to Harolds planet a year back I guess and every single time I get an email from them… I tell myself… there is a clone of me who makes these. I relate to them SO well.. its not funny.. its just freaky because whatever is on my mind is on harolds mind too..like facebook asks- whats on your mind just that between me and harold.. we dont ask. Its just there!
Ohkay so i’m celabrating a year of psychic moments with harold! Like really! 🙂
So its been over a month and half since i wrote here. Life’s been on a total roll. The past month went by SO fast that I hardly got time to sit and ‘think’ about it all… you know… Life! The time went by smooth. I travelled to Dhaka, work trip. It was a 10 day trip worth a separate blog post. Came back rushed to Lahore for Hina’s wedding. Lahore trip was one of a kind. Travelling with friends and that too for leisure is always fun. Well it was a first trip for us together and too for a shaadi. Good fun! Amidst all this chaos, Maria surprised us with her wedding proposal and that as soon as we’re back she gets get nikah done. So yess!!! Life was on a roll.
Now on the work front, GPCS has been on a roll as well Alhamdolillah. SAARC mela with Choti and Amy went by great. I think the idea of sharing a stall was good. I didn’t really have time to prepare on a larger scale anyways. And Amy and Choti turned out to be great companions 🙂
Buttt…. I need my mojo back. I need my inspiration back. I need an owl nighter… I’m working but I feel something is missing… that spark… that moment.. where I tell myself.. WHAT A WOW-er that was!
Overall, it has been okay okay, Alhamdollillah.
Allah Mian? Soo? Whats up?
Ps: I see a tunnel
And I see light at the end of it
I need to get there…soon.
This new years eve.. i didnt do anything “exciting” at all. I sat outside.. rooftopped a little while.. then was told by a dear friend that it wouldnt be safe to stay outside with flying bullets around.. so i came back in. I wasnt excited.. i had a rush of thoughts that came to my mind. Questions that needed answers. I thought to myself.. another year passed..did i achieve much? or for that matter did i achieve anything at all?
Well 2010 was very happening. With good and beautiful things came in the bad and ugly!
The year started off happy with a goal to save money. This had to be the year of savings. Work life got busy. SAARC mela.Thanking Allah mian. I admired things around me. Gave them attention. My 24th birthday was celebrated several times in the most special manner with my most special people. MJ and the flushed peace! India trip- a trip of a lifetime with the students. Delhi and Kolkatta! More travelling. Thar. Independent teaching and travelling. more responsibility. Got my own domain as a birthday present. 13AM. The rooftop became more special. Its become my escapade now. Some chinngum songs. Did a very special project for Photographics.The Summer break. Bonding. Endless chai and coffee sessions, popcorns. chairman mao. Half the year went by quick.
The 2nd half literally RAN as if it were in a race to get to the finish line…the finish line of 2010. Some friends got engaged.. some married.. some broke up. All these stories around me made me a stronger person. My faith high..Thankyou Allah mian. Someone elses happiness was bound to become my own… endless hugs. love. new friends…friends becoming close friends.. close friends becoming closer..sisterly bonds increasing. Saxaphone and the post midnight crackpottiness. My new phone. Nokia 6760. My goal- resolution for 2010 was to get myself a DSLR and i did. 2010 did turn out to be the year of savings. Alhamdolillah.
Ghazal Pirzada Creative Studios taking a new dimension for the world. Facebook page, exhibitions. Sparkles. Allah mians plan for me. My endless special prayers and continuous series of questions. good times. bad times. arguments and fights. Swallowing down anger.. trying to be a better person and succeeding as well. More people walking in and less people walking out =) Being best friends with mahnoor and enjoying mehru’s childhood. Photographing. PS and AI courses and scoring the highest! Well Yes.. lots of achievements. My first batch of students.. graduated with tears of joy! Random people praising my efforts and acknowledging me. The feeling of being blessed and praying for everyones behtari.
Its been a roller coaster ride..lots of memories to treasure for life… good and bad.
2011 came just too early. Allah mian make this year the best of years for me
and accept all those special prayers i make for them special people in my life.
Raah Pay Kante Bikhre agar, Uspay to phir bhi chalna he hai,
Shaam Chhupalay Suraj magar, Raat ko ek din Dhalna he hai,
Rut ye tal jayegi, Himmat rang layegi,
Subha phir aayegi
2011! u better be good.
Save more money. Bring the gullak to good use!
Be a better person.
Well, dancing is something everyone can do. Its just a matter of doing it in front of people or when no ones watching. I can dance when no ones watching and just a few days back I realized I AM actually shy when it comes to dancing with someone. I’ve danced or rather done a simple luddi with a bunch of friends but a one on one…. I AM SHY.
*skittle red cheeks*
I’ve been on a high for the past 2 days. With no internet at home for 20 days or so.. the workplace with OVER loads of work… am a little sleep-deprived and HIGH! Funny mode ON! Been bugging friends and colleagues at workplace. Lifes good 🙂
Bad bad gut feeling.. weird knot in the tummy.
The heart feels burdened with a reason mostly unknown, probably known.
I am a person who is good with handling a thin count of threads and patient enough to solve the knotted puzzled chemistry of the threads… Why is it soo tough to untie the knot in the tummy?
Gut feeling.. You bad bad gut feeling.. GO AWAY!
Randomly 21042010 technically 01032010-31032010
-Latest addiction – reading before sleeping which makes me NOT sleep on time.
-My birthday 2010 was celebrated several times with the best of friends I’ve ever had. Love them all to bits.
-Lots of traveling happened this march which eventually resulted in over exhaustion but great experiences to treasure for life.
-Shared a room with choti for 4 days as a teacher and had moments where we found lying right beside one another with pin drop silence. *comforting*
-I have the best brothers. Love them!
-This birthday a dream came true and died within 36 hours.
-Right and wrong are opposites.
-Moving on and letting things go are total strangers
-A new friend of friend is now a friend [party]
-I got a flat-wide-screen monitor
-Lifes not at its best at the moment probably but its gives me a feeling of content. On second thought, this might just be the best of what life has to offer.
-I did not keep my promise. I still visit canon.com almost everyday… I guess I’ll do the same till I buy my own dslr.
-I don’t get a craving for chocolate anymore as much as I crave photography
-I got my own domain as my birthday present this year ❤ Ada & Mayg api
-I thought all my wisdoms were out just till yesterday when I ended up with a swollen gum and the teeth popping out *hurts*
-I like these kind of random posts
-Nani’s smile made my day and I know for a fact that i made her day too 🙂
-I would adopt Hero and buddy M if I could.
-People from your past can be weird
-Oreo.High was a moment treasured for life
-Lots of chinngum songs these days- Bachana-SKZ-iktara-kedaar-if you’re gone
-Some people are possessive about some people.
-I.repeat – AD and shammy are crazy
-Jkj’s mean more than they ever did
-I listen. I convince. I hug. I smile. I pray. For behtari.
-And I have a huge smile on my face for a reason only I know!!! Muahahaa!! =D