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*smoooth petrol ;)*

Back in final year i actually did follow this! haha, not intentionally but yeah one would think what kinda school did i go to where petrol was involved in assignments, well for ’smoooooooth’ printing, we did require to use a little petrol in the gum.

We called for petrol and it came in a 1.5 litre green 7-up bottle and since the bottle was green definitely no one could tell IF it was 7-up or PETROL! Aaaaaaaanndd yours truly after having a scrumptious lunch had a gulp-down-some-petrol situation. Thank God i was alert ennough to spit it out as soon as it touched my throat. Gargled till the tingy feeling left me in peace (kinda).

It sounds really funny when I think back, how it all happened. Did I mention the entire situation left me a wheezy, whistle-ly voice for a week or so…
Good old times…

=)

*lonely…quiet…*

Lately, my sleep is gone to wonderland, leaving me ‘not-s0-sleepy’ most of the time. Well this isnt that great becaaaaause routine goes haywire and that leads to a lot of other issues BUT on the other hand these sleepless nights give me time to think, re-think, doodle AND click.

So last night, i just couldnt sleep. My window gives me the most beautiful view, 2am, the city sleeps, i overlook the bridge that flies over the clifton bridge. Its quiet, the moon shines, the stars smile sparkle, I walk out to the rooftop with my camera…

..it was windy.. quiet… lonely…i loved my camera for giving me company.. on a lonely quiet night…
*sigh*

*Thankful- Big time!*

Just one thing rather just one moment will make you realize how blessed you are. (jitna shukr karien kam hai) Alhamdolillah… Something similar happened today…
In the Foundation year at IVS, the students are taught basic design. This very interesting assignment that the students are asked to do is the music assignment. The instructor puts on music and the students are asked to put down music on paper and eventually a sculpture is made out of it.
Music is food for the soul, we all love music. Everybody has favorites and a specific genre that they would prefer. I dropped by the studio to see their work and I come across a deaf student and I see his work. It was just amazing how he put down music in form of a sculpture even though he can’t even hear. Blessed! Aren’t we?

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*I Admit…*

I admit…
I admit…I am patient, very patient
I admit I need to learn a few (more) things in life and I am learning, its just that its taking a little while…
I admit I love my friends, my people and would do anything for them…
I do things without thinking of what it will give me in return… be it doing things for people around me… or otherwise..
I admit I don’t do things for a reason; there is no reason for me to be there for someone…just that I’d want to be there for them…
I admit I will never confess if I have feelings for someone…I’d be scared to loose the friend in them
I’d wait for things to happen my way with whatever is best for me that has already been written
I admit I don’t like to fight; hence there are no regrets…
I just wish that no one has any regrets in life… simply because they hurt…
I admit YET AGAIN that I love stars and the moon… they make me happy… really happy…the rooftop is a blessing
I also admit that relationships mean A LOT to me sooo getting married would be a beautiful thing to happen
I admit, my faith is high, up in the sky
I strongly believe in whatever happens happens for a reason; be it good or bad…there is always a reason…
I admit I have a new chingum song I relate to so well… it is called ‘ooncha’ by noori
I admit life seems good at the moment, wish for it to be better tomorrow…
I admit moving on is the most difficult thing to do, but once you do you will definitely feel a huge burden off you, life will be clearer, you’ll see behtari in whatever happened.
I admit I think too much, but that’s the kind of freedom I have, the freedom to think…
I admit i cant sit idle to save my life…
I doodle…
I admit I have a list of things I want and I have a feeling I will get ‘em when the time is right…Inshallah!

=)

Am ready.. yet again..

Today…I woke up with an amazingly weird EMPTY feeling. No dreams and a very disturbed sleep, I woke up after every 2 hours or so… I felt I had something in mind but couldn’t figure out what… was it a feeling of satisfaction or was it something weird coming my way…
What I keep pondering over these days is that was yesterday better? Or will tomorrow be?
Alhamdolillah for faith and the feeling of being content.
My box of patience increases day by day, life seems better as i write my feelings down.
Leaving the past behind, Living today and waiting to welcome the tomorrow that Allah mian has written for me. It will have to be better than yesterday and today…
C’mon Allah mian… Am ready… yet again…

Aaanay do…aur jeenay do…
=)

*Wish-01112009*

Oonchi zameen, uss peh oonchay makaan
Aur oonchay hain log; oonchay khayaal

Par neecha hai dil, aur neecha imaan
Aur neecha zameer;
Uss pe oonchee yeh shaan!

*funneh! Realization-31102009*

Daylight saving ends, we get an hour extra.

People say time is money… but shammy says…
“Life’s a lemon, and you don’t get your money back”

But we just got an hour back…
Laikin magar kyaaaaa.aaaa.a.aaa

bhahaha…=D

*Realization-30102009*

I asked what that thing is that flies in the sky and leaves a fluffy trail behind…
a jet? a rocket?

I got the answer, Its a ’small jet’

I love the ’small jet’, the trail thats left behind…it gives me a feeling of a connection…unknown… Its just so beautiful…the jet runs ahead while the trail remains behind… yet connected…yet soo beautiful…

Sigh..Lifes like THAT!!!

*Realization-29102009*

People walk in your life for a reason, reason known or unknown… makes you happy… reallly happy.. poinnnnkily happy…
And then there are a few who walk in and leave, leave you devasted… and when you move on.. in a good way… they come back and haunt you… now thats unfair..

Allah mian… more people walking in rather walking out..
Please?